Why?

Dear Brian,

Why does it hurt so much to know that you are gone? Why must I feel this pain? People say I am over reacting and that I didnt even know you that well, I dont think thats true. We talked a lot, almost every night last semester, why dont people understand? You were one of my best friends, I miss you. I cry every night still. Are you doin ok? Are you better now? is the paint gone? I hope one day I will become numb to this pain but until then I will continue to hurt.

Love,
Tea