Dear Brian,
It seems like since you passed i have been on this emotional roller coaster. I will be ok for awhile but then something sad happens and I want to just fall apart. I dont know why but I cant seem to keep up my smile it always turns to a frown. I went to call you today just because I needed to hear your voice, and it was disconnected. This sent me into a low. I just started to ball. I wish I could be happy and keep they happy memories and move on because I know that's what you would want, but I cant seem to do that. Brian, its so hard. The cancer in my eye might be back again and your not here for me to talk to. I dont know what to do. I am not mad at you or anything but I wish you were here you would know what to say unlike everyone else. Please help me through this.
I love ya tons!
Love,
Teasha
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