8 years ago.

Dear Brian,

8 years ago today I made one of the most important decisions of my life and it has impacted everything since that day. If I hadnt gotten baptized into the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, I would have been able to meet you. I never would have know the most amazing person to ever come into my life and be my best friend here on Earth even though it was only for a short amount of time. I am so great full for all that you were able to teach me while you were here with me. I watched a movie the other night it was Letters to God. Its about a little boy who has cancer and writes letters to God and help the people in his community, the reason why i write this now is because Tyler the kid the movie is based on reminds me alot of you. The only thing he wanted was for his friends and family to find the Lord and be happy, and thats what you wanted for all of us. When you passed away i didnt realize how hard all of this was going to be. I didnt realize that almost a year after you left that i wouldnt be able to open my heart. I didnt realize that I would still be sad that my best friend is is dead instead of living his life here on earth. Im not mad at Heavenly Father I know he has a plan for all of us and yours had come to an end or at least the part here on Earth did, i just wish i could talk to you and hear your laugh and feel your warm sweet hugs again. I feel like I am alone even though i am surrounded by people who love me and I know they do, it just so hard doing this with out you. I need your help Bri, I need you to help me get though this. I need you to tell me i can move on. I need that from you. I guess i should wrap this up cuz i have class tomorrow and still need to do some homework. I love and miss ya Bri, you were and still are the best friend I ever had!

Always Smile.
Love Always and Forever,
Teasha