Dear Brian,
8 years ago today I made one of the most important decisions of my life and it has impacted everything since that day. If I hadnt gotten baptized into the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, I would have been able to meet you. I never would have know the most amazing person to ever come into my life and be my best friend here on Earth even though it was only for a short amount of time. I am so great full for all that you were able to teach me while you were here with me. I watched a movie the other night it was Letters to God. Its about a little boy who has cancer and writes letters to God and help the people in his community, the reason why i write this now is because Tyler the kid the movie is based on reminds me alot of you. The only thing he wanted was for his friends and family to find the Lord and be happy, and thats what you wanted for all of us. When you passed away i didnt realize how hard all of this was going to be. I didnt realize that almost a year after you left that i wouldnt be able to open my heart. I didnt realize that I would still be sad that my best friend is is dead instead of living his life here on earth. Im not mad at Heavenly Father I know he has a plan for all of us and yours had come to an end or at least the part here on Earth did, i just wish i could talk to you and hear your laugh and feel your warm sweet hugs again. I feel like I am alone even though i am surrounded by people who love me and I know they do, it just so hard doing this with out you. I need your help Bri, I need you to help me get though this. I need you to tell me i can move on. I need that from you. I guess i should wrap this up cuz i have class tomorrow and still need to do some homework. I love and miss ya Bri, you were and still are the best friend I ever had!
Always Smile.
Love Always and Forever,
Teasha
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Birthday, and 9 months.
Dear Brian,
Holy Cow! Alot has happened the past couple of weeks. We celebrated the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ, we rang in a new year, you would have turned 20, and nine months ago today you passed away.
Let's start with Christmas. When the season first started I was happy and joyful and as it become closer and closer to Christmas, I became sad. I realized that this would be the first year I would spend without my mom and siblings. It was a harsh reality and I couldn't change it. I felt sad and thought that Christmas wouldn't be as fun without our traditions but it turned out to be one of the best ones yet! There was no yelling and screaming, we were all just happy and had a good relaxing day.
Next would be New Years. I have always done something fun on New Years Eve. I usually go to a Dance or have a party or something like that, well this year I had n plans to do anything until the day before. So on New Years Eve, Sara Jenna and I went and saw Christmas in the PArk. Which is just a bunch of light a a park here in town, the were pretty but nothing to spectacular. After that, we went to my house to ring the new year. We chowed down some pizza and played some wii then watched the ball drop in NYC. It was alot of fun. After we partied like it was 2011, we all fell asleep watching Just Like Heaven, all in all a good new years eve. :) I will add a list of my resolutions at the end for ya. :)
Next would be your BIRTHDAY!!! This month is such a special one; its birthday time for you.We’d really like to celebrate your happy day with you.Zip-a-dee-ay and heigh-dee-ho, heres something we can do.We’ll sing a song that we all know…… Happy Birthday to you,Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear BRIAN ORGILL!,Happy Birthday to you…...….You’ve had a birthday shout “Hooray!” We want to sing to you today!One year older and wiser too! Happy Birthday ( *clap* ) to you!
And lastly, as of today you have been gone for 9 months, which just seems crazy to me but its true. I miss you so much and I still think about you all the time. You are an amazing person and I am so thankful for all that you have thought me and the advise you have given. Please continue to look out for me and help me to know that you are still here, in one way or another.
I love ya Bri! Keep doing all the wonderful things I know you are doing!
Always Smile!
Love,
Tea
Resolutions:
- Become and stay active in the Church!
-Be more willing to help others!
-Be committed, brave, patient, positive, forgiving, thankful, and Honest!
-Give more Compliments!
-Live in the moment not just for tomorrow!
-Listen to my heart!
-Spread kindness!
-See Gods hand in my life!
-Appreciate the small and simple things!
- Write down 10 things that either make me happy or I am thankful for each day!
-Have and express my opinion!
-Be wiling to try new things out of my comfort zone!
-Stop judging people!
-Trust myself!
-Learn to cope and move forward! (this one is about you :) )
-Write Missionaries more often! (Michael is a little upset that i dont write him :P )
-Keep up with my journal!
-Take more pictures!
-Remember to smile!
-Read and Pray!
-Succeed!
-But most of all BE ME!!!
Holy Cow! Alot has happened the past couple of weeks. We celebrated the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ, we rang in a new year, you would have turned 20, and nine months ago today you passed away.
Let's start with Christmas. When the season first started I was happy and joyful and as it become closer and closer to Christmas, I became sad. I realized that this would be the first year I would spend without my mom and siblings. It was a harsh reality and I couldn't change it. I felt sad and thought that Christmas wouldn't be as fun without our traditions but it turned out to be one of the best ones yet! There was no yelling and screaming, we were all just happy and had a good relaxing day.
Next would be New Years. I have always done something fun on New Years Eve. I usually go to a Dance or have a party or something like that, well this year I had n plans to do anything until the day before. So on New Years Eve, Sara Jenna and I went and saw Christmas in the PArk. Which is just a bunch of light a a park here in town, the were pretty but nothing to spectacular. After that, we went to my house to ring the new year. We chowed down some pizza and played some wii then watched the ball drop in NYC. It was alot of fun. After we partied like it was 2011, we all fell asleep watching Just Like Heaven, all in all a good new years eve. :) I will add a list of my resolutions at the end for ya. :)
Next would be your BIRTHDAY!!! This month is such a special one; its birthday time for you.We’d really like to celebrate your happy day with you.Zip-a-dee-ay and heigh-dee-ho, heres something we can do.We’ll sing a song that we all know…… Happy Birthday to you,Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear BRIAN ORGILL!,Happy Birthday to you…...….You’ve had a birthday shout “Hooray!” We want to sing to you today!One year older and wiser too! Happy Birthday ( *clap* ) to you!
And lastly, as of today you have been gone for 9 months, which just seems crazy to me but its true. I miss you so much and I still think about you all the time. You are an amazing person and I am so thankful for all that you have thought me and the advise you have given. Please continue to look out for me and help me to know that you are still here, in one way or another.
I love ya Bri! Keep doing all the wonderful things I know you are doing!
Always Smile!
Love,
Tea
Resolutions:
- Become and stay active in the Church!
-Be more willing to help others!
-Be committed, brave, patient, positive, forgiving, thankful, and Honest!
-Give more Compliments!
-Live in the moment not just for tomorrow!
-Listen to my heart!
-Spread kindness!
-See Gods hand in my life!
-Appreciate the small and simple things!
- Write down 10 things that either make me happy or I am thankful for each day!
-Have and express my opinion!
-Be wiling to try new things out of my comfort zone!
-Stop judging people!
-Trust myself!
-Learn to cope and move forward! (this one is about you :) )
-Write Missionaries more often! (Michael is a little upset that i dont write him :P )
-Keep up with my journal!
-Take more pictures!
-Remember to smile!
-Read and Pray!
-Succeed!
-But most of all BE ME!!!
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