Dear Brian,
Between yesterday and today, I have not been able to stop thinking about you and how much you have meant to me, and how I loved talking to you and being able to be one of your close friends. Live is not as amazing as it once was and i miss that.I miss you. I miss how you could make me laugh. I miss how you would give me comfort when none was to be found. Brian, I know I need to move on, I know I need to figure out what to do with my life, but I miss you so much. Its been a year since I saw you last. A year since I got to see your bright smile and feel your warm hugs. A year of crazy stuff, some good some not so bad and some horrible. Some good though is I met JUstin and Kelly, I started College, move to Texas and met wonderful friends, and I think I am happier here. We wont go into the bad stuff. :P Brian, I know that you are disappointed in me, I know I am not doing what you would want me to be doing, and I think that that is part of the reason why I feel so bad when I think about you. So here is my promise to you and for anyone who reads this I guess.... I promise to be strong and willing in all that I do. I promise to attened y church meeting and become closer to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I promise to try my hardest to read and pray daily. This is my promise and if I dont keep it then when I see you again in the Spirit World you can beat me up, deal? I love you and miss you more than I can even explain.
Always Smile,
Love,
Teasha
2 Nephi 9:39
