Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Time that has passed....

Dear Brian,

It has been 19,440,000 seconds since you have been gone. Thats324,000 minutes, 5,400 hours, 225 days, 28 weeks, 7 months. And in that time my life has been a roller coaster. Bri, I miss you so much! I wish all the time that i could just be with you right now, which I know sounds crazy but I do. I keep trying to forget about you because I cant hold on to you and keep moving forward, but no matter what you are with me.

Here is another good song for ya:

Wherever I go:

Here we are now
Everything is about to change
We face tomorrow as we say goodbye to yesterday
A chapter ending but the stories only just begun
A page is turning for everyone

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go
Wherever I go

So excited I can barely even catch my breath
We have each other to lean on for the road ahead
This happy ending is the start of all our dreams
And I know your heart is with me

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

Its time to show the world we’ve got something to say
A song to sing out loud we’ll never fade away
I know I’ll miss you but we’ll meet again someday
We’ll never fade away

So I’m moving on
http://www.elyricsworld.com/wherever_i_go_lyrics_hannah_montana_forever.html
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

Wherever, Wherever I go


I need to move on to my new life here in Texas and allow people to be apart of my life, no matter what that means, if I get hurt, if I fall in love, it doesnt matter. I just need to move on and take what I learned from you with me. You are always in my heart and I want to make you proud so from now on starting today, I am going to ealk with faith in every footstep, I am going to go to church willingly, I will read my scripture and pray everyday, because I know thats what I need to do, and my loving Heavenly Father wants me to do it too!

I love you Bri! Keep looking out for me!

Always Smile,
Teasha